There was something about the night that I scheduled to record the Destiny 2 Reverse Protest video. I'm not sure if it was because I was coming out from a really bad day or because I knew I'd be playing with some friends that I hadn't played with in a long time, but it really became a special night for me.
It had been a very long time since I felt genuine sadness for having to turn off a stream and go to bed, OR the feeling of butterflies in my stomach from the amount of happiness that I had felt playing those matches.
It was completely accidental, but I think that night became one of those core memories for me. How funny is it that playing a silly video game with people on the internet and laughing so hard until it hurts reminds you of this is why you are alive.
It makes me sad that the reverse protest video didn't do as well as my usual story content, but I am glad that I was able to capture these memories so I can listen to the genuine joy in my voice when I versed my friends in a friendly crucible/gambit match.
Its these small moments. They are worth living for.
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